"There comes a certain point in life when you have to stop blaming other people for how you feel or the misfortunes in your life. You can't go through life obsessing about what might have been." - Hugh Jackman

Saturday, January 15, 2011

My First Glass of Wine

My first glass of wine. Meng Er Te Red Wine. Why does it taste like medicine to me? I tried to drink it, two gulps, then four... but I can't finish it because of it's bitter taste. Now, I don't know why I feel so drowsy... I'm not drunk, ok. I will never drink that wine again, I hate the taste, I still need to study my lessons and it made me sleepy. My go...

I Cried Because of A Girl for the First Time

I cried... because of you. I love you more than anything. I cried because I know, no matter how much I love you, and no matter how time makes it’s own way to keep us both together, you’ll never love me the way I love you. I know that I’m just a friend to you, and I’m thankful for that. Every time you shed tears for him, my heart was aching for the fact that I can't do anything to ease the pain... that somehow, you're so near yet still so...

Friday, January 14, 2011

I will wait for that time to come

First time, umuwi ako ng kasama siya. This afternoon was something that I will not forget. This is the first time that I went home with her — alone! Ang saya ko... "I'm obsessed with the fact that I'm with you," pa-ulit-ulit lang yan sa utak ko habang kasama ko siya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero talagang masaya akong magkasama kami.  Sabi ng kaibigan ko, ito daw yung time na kailangan kong igrab. Single na siya, single pa ako, mahal ko...

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Untitled....♥

Akala ko nagkabalikan sila... hindi na pala. May closure na ang relasyon nila, pero hindi naman malinaw if break-ip nga ba or cool off lang. Magulo, sa mga kwento niya, parang puzzle ko itong inayos sa utak ko, pero kulang parin para maintindihan ko. May itinatago siya sa akin. First time ko siyang makitang ganun nasaktan. Hindi ko alam kung papaano ako makakatulong, hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong gawin. Gusto ko siyang yakapin, gusto ko siyang akbayan! Pero I have my boundaries, friend niya ako pero lalaki pa rin ako, para siyang apoy na...

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Stars

Gabi-gabi, pag lumalabas ako ng bahay, tumitingala ako. Gustong gusto kong tignan ang langit sa gabi, ganun din sa umaga... gusto kong titigan ang mga ulap sa umaga, parang mga bulak, parang ang sarap nilang hawakan, parang ang sarap nilang higaan. Pero sa edad kong kinse, hindi ko parin maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko sa gabi tuwing nakikita kong puno ng bituin ang langit. Masarap silang pagmasdan, kausapin, at sa tuwing nakakakita ako ng falling...

Chapter 5 - Heart Over Matter 2

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